Self Harm; Psychotic Depression; Borderline Personality Disorder;
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What happened to the other guy? And how did you get over him so quickly?
Colin isn’t gone. He’s in prison for the time being and I love him the same as while he was here. The other boy is my best friend who is one of Colin’s good friends. Colin and I’s relationship is what brought my best friend back to me after I ruined things so long ago.
How'd you get over Colin so fast?
The person who sent the question to which I replied how much I love them, is my best friend in the entire world. He is one of Colin’s best friends and has been my best friend since I was 14.
To the world I'm anonymous, but you know who I am. I love you. You are so beautiful and amazing, how could I not? You were everything to me and maybe just maybe one day we could be.
I wish I had the words to express how very much I love you. When I messed everything up I thought you were gone forever, but by the grace of God here we are. 3 years later and I love the very same. Thinking about you everyday since then has driven me crazy. But we are the same. You understand my ever word. Even when I don’t say anything you know exactly how I feel. I lost you once and I will do anything in my power to never have to live without you again. I love you so so very much. Because you are, I am. I’m going to miss you so much this weekend. As soon as you get back you better believe you won’t be able to get rid of me. I love you. And that’s all there is to it.